Comments on: Virtual Bookshelf Meme http://gfmorris.com/2005/06/05/virtual-bookshelf-meme/ The Life and Times of Geof F. Morris Sun, 21 Mar 2010 17:52:32 -0500 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 By: Though I'm usually pacifistic, you are mercifully sadistic... - You can take comfort now. http://gfmorris.com/2005/06/05/virtual-bookshelf-meme/comment-page-1/#comment-7944 Though I'm usually pacifistic, you are mercifully sadistic... - You can take comfort now. Fri, 19 Jan 2007 21:45:06 +0000 http://gfmorris.com/?p=318#comment-7944 [...] I'm getting around to the book and the movie meme things that have been passed to me, I just don't really have that many movies and I don't usually keep my books after reading them... so they are a bit harder than the music one.Anyway, today was.... Well, I'm frustrated with myself because....Sometimes I feel like....Okay, I'm really having trouble getting started. But tonight I'm reminded that nothing ever changes. I still struggle with the same insecurities and fears that I started my life with 29 years ago. I still crinkle up internally at the first sign of disappointments. I still let other people's words have way too much control over my emotional state. And I still think that loneliness is the worst feeling ever.I called an old friend today. One that I know I should have no expectations on... because he alternates between being an amazing friend and being an amazing asshole, but the thing is, the last time we talked, it was a really great conversation. And so I thought I'd try back today, see how he's doing, whatever. Such a bad move. And that's all I'm going to say about that. Because anything more would border a territory I'm just not willing to go to here.Mandy (my car) is at the shop because after a car wash, she was very reluctant to start. Perhaps she noticed that they really didn't do that great of a job washing her and she wanted to protest, but after a bit of coaxing I did get her to turn over and start, although the whole ride to the shop (I wasn't going to risk going home and taking her in the morning), she seemed to want to stall between 1st and 2nd gear. Silly car.Anyway, back to my day... I've been so isolated this weekend, which I think is why I'm so pissy now over virtually nothing. Even though I've gone out a lot, and even went on a great long walk this afternoon, it's all been solitary. I seem to fall apart when I lose all sense of community. (Or course, it doesn't help that the book I've been reading is making me cry about every 15 pages). So much love. Inside me. And honest to goodness, if I don't find the right place to channel it to soon...(You can also view this post at withinwithout.org.) linkReply [...] [...] I’m getting around to the book and the movie meme things that have been passed to me, I just don’t really have that many movies and I don’t usually keep my books after reading them… so they are a bit harder than the music one.Anyway, today was…. Well, I’m frustrated with myself because….Sometimes I feel like….Okay, I’m really having trouble getting started. But tonight I’m reminded that nothing ever changes. I still struggle with the same insecurities and fears that I started my life with 29 years ago. I still crinkle up internally at the first sign of disappointments. I still let other people’s words have way too much control over my emotional state. And I still think that loneliness is the worst feeling ever.I called an old friend today. One that I know I should have no expectations on… because he alternates between being an amazing friend and being an amazing asshole, but the thing is, the last time we talked, it was a really great conversation. And so I thought I’d try back today, see how he’s doing, whatever. Such a bad move. And that’s all I’m going to say about that. Because anything more would border a territory I’m just not willing to go to here.Mandy (my car) is at the shop because after a car wash, she was very reluctant to start. Perhaps she noticed that they really didn’t do that great of a job washing her and she wanted to protest, but after a bit of coaxing I did get her to turn over and start, although the whole ride to the shop (I wasn’t going to risk going home and taking her in the morning), she seemed to want to stall between 1st and 2nd gear. Silly car.Anyway, back to my day… I’ve been so isolated this weekend, which I think is why I’m so pissy now over virtually nothing. Even though I’ve gone out a lot, and even went on a great long walk this afternoon, it’s all been solitary. I seem to fall apart when I lose all sense of community. (Or course, it doesn’t help that the book I’ve been reading is making me cry about every 15 pages). So much love. Inside me. And honest to goodness, if I don’t find the right place to channel it to soon…(You can also view this post at withinwithout.org.) linkReply [...]

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